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Mockingbird

Please forgive me for missing your message. I'll be right with you.

The Other Me

He isn't that sorry.

Mockingbird

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[mauks]

he is already a hit with the rest of the network
casual charm like that is a dangerous thing

[ Molly laughs, glancing at the secondary chat window he has open with the man in question. ]

ugh he already has
he thanked me for being there for you and i
lets just say he found a crack in my walls and they came crumbling down before i could do anything

[myriadeclipse]

The worst part is he either doesn't realize it
or plays dumb until he has you in his clutches like a dog with a toy.

If there's already cracks, it's too late.
I was a fool of a teenager and carefully instructed him in many things
this was not particularly one of them
he just learned it from watching me

[mauks]

i dont know whats worse that he could be oblivious about it all
or that hes that cunning

oh
oh so its youre fault he dismantled me so quickly??
hugo you created a monster
im screwed not in the way id like but im screwed
my undying affection for you has doomed me

[myriadeclipse]

It is not my fault he learns fast

If he's decided it's worth it to reach beyond your limits, let him down as you please
You need not hang on to niceties just because I speak about him.
He's a big wolf. Tell him he smells like wet dog.

[mauks]

its entirely your fault

fear not i wouldnt entertain any of it if i wasnt enjoying myself
im painfully honest you know that

[myriadeclipse]

He learned Japanese. I don't even know Japanese.

You? honest?

... you let his charms get to you.

you're lost to me.

[mauks]

neither do i!!

im painfully honest with you
its a different story with everyone else
besides you cant blame me if i did let them get to me

you of all people should understand

[myriadeclipse]

It's not the same and you know it.

I do understand
which is why I know we aren't even being honest with ourselves
much less each other

[ That is why that honesty exists, but could it truly be called 'honesty' when they're running from their problems? ]

What I'm trying to say is

[ It takes another pause because he really is trying to figure out how to put this. Caring about people is so much work sometimes. ]

I'm not trying to really say anything.
you know how to take care of yourself.

[ Never mind. Words seem to fail even him. ]

[mauks]

[ Molly sits with that for a moment, then a second, exhaling as he drags a hand down his face. sometimes he hates how well Hugo knows him, how easy it is to call him (and by extension Hugo himself) on his bullshit.

he's right, painfully right. ]

i know love i know
dont force it